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Monday, February 28, 2005


This girl is just inlove with you.. Posted by Hello

Monday, February 21, 2005


Us :-) Posted by Hello

My confession

Most of the time
You make me angry
Some of the time
You repulse me
Very self-centered
Always self-serving
Especially when you try
To re-programmme me
How annoying!!
Or when you defy
All the rules of nature that I know
What's with the daily 8 hours sleep?
Or that life is black and white, no grey?
Or everything has to be simple?
I don't get it
In fact, I object!!
But when I feel that way
I'll find you to argue
Even when I don't feel that way
I'll find you to loaf, and just chat
Every single day
I think of you
When I'm angry, when I miss you
Even when there's nothing at all
I just can't get rid of you
Because when you're not around
I lost myself
I am brain damaged!!!
And I think
This problem will last
For a very very long time
So I think
I'll just keep you close to me
We can argue, we can just chat
That way
I feel quite glad already

Pengakuan saya

Yang selalunya
Awak buat saya marah
Kadang-kadang tu
Awak ni menjengkelkan
Sangat mementingkan diri
Selalu nak menguntungkan diri
Lebih-lebih lagi bila awak cuba
Nak mengubah saya
Memang geram!!
Atau bila awak lawan
Semua hukum alam yang saya tahu
Apa benda tidur 8 jam sehari?
Atau hidup ni hanya hitam putih, takde kelabu?
Atau semua benda mesti nak ringkas?
Saya memang tak faham
Sebenarnya, saya bantah!!
Tapi bila saya rasa macam tu
Saya cari awak nak bergaduh
Bila saya tak rasa macam tu pun
Saya cari awak nak lepak, borak-borak
Hari-hari pun
Saya fikir pasal awak
Bila saya marah, bila saya rindu
Bila takde apa-apa pun
Saya memang tak boleh lupa awak
Sebab kalau awak takde
Saya hilang diri-sendiri
Saya memang sakit otak!!!
Dan saya rasa
Masalah ni akan kekal
Untuk suatu masa yang sangat lama
Jadi saya rasa
Saya simpan sajalah awak dekat dengan saya
Kita boleh gaduh, kita boleh borak
Macam tu
Rasanya dah cukup bahagia

Tuesday, February 15, 2005


Your photo artwork in the making 3 Posted by Hello


Your photo artwork in the making 2 Posted by Hello


Your photo artwork in the making Posted by Hello

I don't know how you do it

I don't know how Alicia Keys sings so well
But I know my singing is not bad at all :-)
I don't know how to keep the world peace
But I know people need the hug and the kiss

What I don't know, I don't really care
What I do know, doesn't really matter
But I really, I just really, wonder...

I don't know how you do it when you make me laugh
Your joke's so lame, your melting ice-cream
I don't know how you do it when you make me tough
Your word's so mean, your hope and dream

I don't know how you make me smile, when you do
I don't know how you make me cry, you just do
You can cut me open, then you heal me pretty well
You can raise me to heaven, then you push me to hell

I don't know how I fell for you
I don't know how not to love you
I don't know if leaving you, I should
Baby I know I might, if I just could


Monday, February 07, 2005


Our challet :-) Posted by Hello

big plan, big day

Been planning for our big day
A bit of mess, a bit astray
It's my first time, what can I say!
You know me, I'll manage anyway

The dress will look pretty on me :-)
The veil will add to the mystery
Lots of flowers, and candles (hopefully)
They'll make such a beautiful memory

They're quite tiring I'm telling you
With my mom reminding (with much ado)
What I should and shouldn't do
It's amazing they don't apply to you!




Thursday, February 03, 2005


I took this :-) Pretty eh?? Posted by Hello

4 days!!!

Haven't met you for 4 full days!!!
Yup, miss you so much
I'm sure the minute I see you
All of these mushy feelings will evaporate
Not because I actually get to see you
But because you'll remind me
how irritating you can be
Takpelah...what to do
That irritating person is you
Rather than anyone else!!!
I have no cause for complaining
(which does not mean I won't complain)

It is you

You, it is you
Deep in my heart
Deep in my thoughts
Even in my wildest imagination
Perhaps you're a gift
Or perhaps,
Hehehe... as I always put it
You're my punishment from God
For I must have sinned big time
in my previous life :-)
Whatever it is sayang
Although many things are wrong
This still feels right
In it's own peculiar way
If not perfect, almost
If not contented, rather close
And if I've never told you
Please do know
It is you




Wednesday, February 02, 2005


Tioman Island...lovely... Posted by Hello